"Birthday Party"

Last Saturday, Michelle celebrated her 29th birthday in Discovery suites in ortigas. Few of her close friends were invited and her officemates. I think I came late, around 11 pm. I got mixed up on the way to the venue. Not enough money for a cab (sucks!) MRT stations are already closed. It’s a good thing a friend paid for the fair. Hahaha! Wala talaga ako kapera pera that night. The place is a family room equipted with 3 bedrooms a dining room, kitchen and a living room. So many things happened on that occasion. Two fights erupted. One was fixed for sure but the other one, no one knows. But things will work out all right. I know! What is important is communication! That’s the key word here and it’s a good thing people already left the party when things get out of hand. So Kame kame nalang ang nandun at wala na talagang bisita. Anyway I just dose myself with lots of cocktail drinks and wow the food was great too. Now I started minding the sound system. I took over the sounds while drinking and eating. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, Kanya kanya lang problema yan. Then After a while, found them gathering in front of me. Andun kase ako sa may living room. And I forgot to mention, I did a bad thing that night. Oh God forgive me. I smoke 3 sticks of cigarette. I don’t know, I just found my self doing it with everything lying around the table. Alak sigarilyo pulutan. Then at around 4am they were all there talking just like the old days. Then finally call it a night at 6am. Jorge and I went home while the rest stayed until the afternoon. Masarap pala mag pa party ng ganun. Hehehe. Of course, I’m a free loader I brought home the excess food and of course ang mga alak which are all unopened! Too bad no pictures that night...

Next….
Bangus will be playing on Freedom bar this Saturday! Yes First gig ever namin. Details will follow after I’ve got the details from our guitarist. We are going to have a rehearsal this Friday then sabado, sabak na kame. The question still remains “ Handa na ba ang mundo para sa musika ng BANGUS?”

Bonus…
$$$ Is just around the corner. Ang dami ko din gastus at ang dami ko pang gustong bilin. Malamang ubos kaagad ito. Haaay! December na naman… Malungkot kaya o masaya? We’ll never know!

“Balita!?”

Wow gumana na yung tag board ko!

So whats up with me lately? It’s still the same old me, living a double life or what ever you may want to call it. Bread winner sa umaga, Bahista pag gabi, Sipra at praktis ng kanta, Student pag sabado ng umaga, band rehearsal naman pag sabado ng gabi, at pag may time pa, konting inuman with friends or relatives. Linggo, rest day or sometimes band rehearsal pa din sa gabi. Really have to earn that much kaya eto may sideline ako, I’m a part time instructor in two subjects. Sipag ko ba? And of course, my famous pampatulog: TELEVISION.

All of this I can manage, but still something is missing. It’s like staring at a blank page of a notebook without anything to write. Naalala ko tuloy yung isang txt message na pinadala sa akin ng isang close friend ko. Here it is:
“What if you waited for your special someone your whole life and later on learned that no one is waiting for you? True love is worth chances for. Sometimes you don’t know why things work out, they just do” –The Lake house.
But I just keep on going because alam ko makikita ko din yung hinahanap ko. Ang weird ko kase e!

Punta naman tayo sa mga material na bagay sa buhay ko. I’m really looking forward to buy a new cellphone. Motorolla L6 to be exact which I’ve posted earlier in my blog. Dami ko talaga gustong bilin at gawin kaya lang wala naman resources. Walang income, naisip ko tuloy mag business. Pero ano naman at tiyak kailanagn ko na katulong. Another sideline para pandagdag sa mga pangangailangan ko. Hay makuha ko na sana mga benefits ko this year. I really love to spend it. I also need the money for our recording. Yes my band BANGUS is planning to record live our rehearsal. Hope this will push trough.

"Untitled"

...eeerrrr I think my tag board is not working!

Really don’t know how to start this because there so many things going on inside my head and I have to edit (hehehe) all the words I have to say here. Yes, I have to edit because I think its going to be really CHEEZY if I just simply blurt out all my thoughts inside my head.

First things first… I can’t find or think of a title for this entry so I just named it ‘untitled’. My last entry was a mess, and I think I was really confused at that time & I badly needed attention, but so far at that time nothing came. KSP?(Kulang Sa Pansin) Yeah but nothing really came. I’m a person who doesn’t expect that much, but the thing is, I always get pissed when someone tells you this but does a different thing. Do you get me? I hate it when people can’t make up their mind. Ngayon, pwede, mamaya ayaw na ulit. Makes me think that I’m not that important, or is it just me because KSP nga ako that time. I just don’t like the fact that anybody can waste your time by doing this to you. Then you can't do nothing. But then time wasted is already time lost, and there’s nothing I can do about it.

More over... Don’t you just hate it when finally you are so ready to put off your guard and open up to someone who is overly into you in the past, that you finally found the same feelings, but then you just end up being messed up because you got to know this person doesn’t know what he/she wants with you? Anyway, I’m sure this will all pass… for sure… because I’m really disappointed. Its like putting the safety off of your gun then you started to shoot but the bullets are empty. Gulo ba? Simplehan ko: “I put my safety off and got ready to LOVE, but nothing happened” Ah basta sabi ko bihira lang dumating ito kaya go go go kaagad ako. E walang nangyare, ayus lang din. Kuntento naman ako sa ngayon. With the way things going right now, lalo na itong mga oras na ito na sinusulat ko ito. I’m so happy and over whelmed. Yung mga malalapit sa akin na lumayo at napalayo e nasa tabi ko na ulit sila. Ang saya diba? Mahirap ang may kagalit…

Now, I leave with the wisdom of these:

"There is no cure for people who are insecure"

"Hinay-hinay lang"

\m/ \m/

"Blitzkreig"

Magulo

Dahil pinapagulo ko

Walang ka kwenta kwenta!!!

Bahala na..

Gulo ko ano.!?

Mamaya maayos na ang lahat...

Sana...


Wasted talaga ako kagabe...!!!!

"B.I.T.S."

Butterflies In The Stomach? Gawd... yeah yeah... Alam ko baduy... E ganun talaga e. Just wanted to share na ganun talaga e. Labo ano. O basta, sa akin nalang yun.

Been experimenting on my GFX-5, trying those double layered delay effects plus chorus. Looking for the Edge's (U2) Infinite guitar sound from with or without you. Nice lyrics too. I need to experiment more later. The volume pedal I added is helpfull too. Hiram ko lang yun sa friends ko dahil di na muna daw nya gagamitin. Pot based din po yun but helpfull naman at di pa sya scratchy. Tone killer though. Later baka pumunta kame sa newly opened guitar shop sa Quezon ave. Maka try sana ng gears especially effects like wah.

I'm using my one week vacation as productive as posible. But it seems konti lang nagawa ko. but anyhow mahaba pa naman ang week. I'd really love to spend sometime with someone. No! di sya ordinary someone ha. Hehehe, Kahit sandali lang, mababaw naman kaligayahan ko e. Basta mahalaga lang alam nya na... Magiging busy na ulit ako kase next week. Sana may kahinatnan dahil SHE is really important to me right now. Alam ko na alam na nya what is in here. I just hope everything will turn out right. Keeping it real slow cause don't want to rush things up. But I think this is the first time I've been so straight to someone. Nakakatuwa nga e. "Im doing my all in taking care of what we have right now. Last time I admit I wasn't sure about what I'm feeling but now I can honestly say... kulang kapag wala ka. Wag ka muna mawawala ha."

Yun lang. Alis muna ako para may makwentong iba, di nalang puro inuman. hahaha. Cheers!